Ryan went back to work yesterday. I know it was tough for him... me too. So yesterday it was just me and my girl. It wasn't too bad, though I didn't get anything accomplished. Mom took the day off today to help me out a bit. She cleaned Piper's bathroom for me, went to Walgreens with us, and helped me organize Piper's room a little more. It was a big help. Especially when I wanted to take a shower and when Piper insisted on a bottle while I was trying to pick up. We're by ourselves again tomorrow, but Friday Mom has off. So Friday Mom, Piper and I will be venturing out. We're going to open a savings account for Piper. Then we're going to head to MGM so the girls I was working with can meet Piper (Daddy will be there too) and so we can watch the parade (it has a new opening unit that I haven't seen yet for the new movie Cars).
It's really amazing how much one tiny little person can affect your life. I knew she would, but I never imagined it would be this much. I find myself staring at her when she's doing nothing more than napping, holding her just because I don't want to put her down and smiling at her when again she's just sleeping. I can see it in Ryan's eyes too. He is head over heels for his little girl. He is a GREAT Dad. And I can tell that he feels the same way I do. Being a mother is the toughest job anyone will ever have, but it's also the most important and most rewarding. I finally know how my mother feels. I hope that I am as good at this job as she is.